Saturday, December 05, 2009
fulltime.
work has been fun the past few days(: my shifu, thomas, has been teaching me (i mean irritating x) me) a lot. i'm the next elite. or as thomas would say...golden eagle. following the footsteps of my shifu. haha! gosh. i'm working as a full-timer next week, which means bigger responsibilities but better pay. haha! can't wait to see the schedule for next week. gosh. i hope rey puts me with thomas, jolene and priscilla. haha! cause i love working with them. don't know whether rey will be placing caleb at iluma again next week. don't mind working with caleb as well. argh...can't believe rey wants to put me at iluma!!! NOOOO!!! i object BIG TIME! he thinks i have the potential to be an elite just like thomas and jolene. or something like that. it's all thomas' fault!! :( keep telling rey that i'm smart. sighs...i'm afraid that i won't meet up to expectations.
working on sunday again. meeting 2 new colleagues. vanessa and clarabel. gosh...i hate the whole meeting new people thing. cause i'm not good at it. sighs...but i'm looking forward to church tomorrow and work on sunday(: my aunt's gonna drop on sunday. haha!
went out with abijoy today. wow. got to step into her house for the first time. rare opportunity. haha! yeah...went to school to buy prom tickets, then went to plaza singapura for lunch, at long john silver. haha! thank God it wasn't KFC. i might have just died from eating all that oil and fats and whatnots. we walked around PS, bought thread from spotlight and my silicon earphone bud. spent a lot of money today. now i'm broke again. then brought abijoy to bugis to meet with her prom band people. then went to parkway to find jolene, priscilla and thomas. haha! bought froyo for myself(: yummy! i totally love berrylite! :D haha! thomas kept bullying me again :( rawr! then still act so innocent. hahahaha! okay okay. kidding. sat down and continued my drawing. lol...complained to thomas about someone not going to prom! i'm still so pissed about it. i don't feel like going for prom anymore! :( what's the point now man?? sighs...ah wells. have to just deal with it :X left parkway around 6. then went wisma to meet up with daddy & mommy. ate dinner at sakae sushi!! haha! yummy! then went prom dress shopping...but nah...nothing nice. i still love that yellow dress i saw at causeway point's metro! i hope the dress is still available!
that about sums up my day today. today was a boring ole day. tomorrow will be better i hope(: tomorrow is church day! but i have a gut feeling i'll end up in tears at the end of the day again. as usual. sighs. come what may.
super tempted to buy a lilac purple sony PSP 3000 or the new or somewhat new PSP go. VERY VERY tempted. or i should just buy a Nintendo DSi? since i still have game cartridges from last time. haha! how how how??? :X
i shall be on my way to sleep now. feeling very sleepy currently. haha! alright. bye(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
12:48 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
fallingsick.
falling sick again. the weather is really killing me these few days. sweating like crazy. plus the aircon at PP is like rubbish. still can sweat while working. gosh. hate it. maybe i shouldn't have done overtime, but at least work was fun yesterday. didn't work today though. today is my off day. as well as tomorrow. working on friday only for the rest of the week. yesterday was a crazy day. opening with thomas. then wait till 11am, official opening for the day. work till 2 something, when caleb came. then went for lunch break. came back and continued working. the 2 guys are crazy! haha! but had a lot of fun working with them. wow. caleb was really high or something. you can just say one chinese word and he can break out into a chinese song. hahaha! mega retarded! rey came at around 3 something to bring in the stock. was suppose to be off work at 4, but stayed until 7. haha! got scolded by rey halfway. opps. but it's alright. business was quite good yesterday. but the customers like all gang up to ambush us. it was very quiet at first...then suddenly there were like 4 customers coming towards us. way scary. and it's a mad rush really. i wanted to leave when caleb was going for his dinner break. but thomas gave me the evil eye for leaving him at the shop alone. -.- so i stayed while caleb went to eat his dinner. when he came back he took a power nap while thomas and i were working. thanks caleb. haha! then me and thomas went for dinner together. ironic right? -.- but we were back in barely 15 minutes. haha! after dinner, went to help caleb serve the customers. and when they were gone he continued craving his name on a piece of watermelon skin. gosh. haha! left after a while, when thomas came back from his dinner break officially. haha! okay. that was my retarded day yesterday. worked from 10 to 7. maybe that's why i'm sick now? haha!
alright. i think i'm going to sleep now. super ultra tired. haha! nights(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
10:43 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
dresses!
i'm back from shopping. yeah yeah. i went out shopping with my parents at causeway point. i saw this really really nice yellow dress at metro! i wanna get it! but it's VERY VERY expensive! like $99? crazily expensive. but it's really nice! i'm so hooked on to yellow clothes these days. yellow is so my colour :D haha!
SARAH'S SMALLGROUP + LISA!!! i don't know if i can go with ya'll on thursday! :( i'm super sad right now! I HAVE TO WORK!!!!!!! GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! D: but ya'll can totally drop by and visit me if i can't change shift! haha! i selling fro-yo! i know ya'll love it :D esp. sarah and abi! haha! so if i can't go then ya'll can come visit me and patronize my workplace! :D haha!
okay...i'm super excited about work and stuff :D yay! even though the pay is low :( but still...don't really care(: cause i need the cash. BADLY. so i'll take what i can get. so if you're reading this! come down to support me :D haha! okay. i'm not gonna spill the location here so just open your mouths to ask me!(:
okay...i'm gonna watch my movies now! bye!(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
8:19 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
angerorhurt?
ouch man. ouch. i know i read that like weeks ago but still ouch. if i hurt you in anyway...i'm sorry. but if you're really going to throw away that present i spent over $15 on, which i ASSUME it's what you are referring to...then i have nothing to say.
the end of O's albeit 2 weeks late. whatever. it's not like i did anything interesting over the past week or so. just went out with abijoy to buy some stuff and then out with mom to buy new clothes. then the rest of the time is spent at home on the computer.
oh...and i went out with isaiah on saturday! haha! i miss him! ohmygosh...he's so full of crap! hahahaha! but it's funny :D don't be insulted isaiah chia! :D went kenny rogers for dinner at suntec. he made me wait for him for half an hour!! :( arienai! haha! but...i made him treat me to yami yogurt as repayment :D lol...but dinner was fun! yay! thanks to isaiah chia for the enjoyable dinner! yay! :D meet up soon okays?(:
can't wait till saturday! :D going out for lunch with abijoy and zhixian! yay! i miss zhixian too! nvr see him last week! lol...and i can't wait to see the rest of the peeps! like acts one plus jean's cell, etc! yay! i'm awaiting saturday!! TWO MORE DAYS ONLY!!!
okay...anyway...tmr is D-DAY!!! that's right. it's dooms day alright. i'm not gonna tell you why...but whatthehay! if it's mine it's mine. so it's up to God if He wants to let me have it. lol...i know...pessimism again. but i'm being realistic here. lol...
i shall get going now :D bye!(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
11:40 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
countdown.
sorry i’ve been on hiatus for a few weeks? been extremely busy studying for O levels! but the good news? it’s all coming to a close next week! and i can’t wait to be out and about meeting with friends for lunch dates and stuff! :D like my lunch date with isaiah, then another one with ian and andy! whooo! totally stoked for everything! plus the many many small group/cell outings that we’re gonna have! totally can’t wait! plus i’m gonna get a job, so i can start earning money and stuff to fund my obsessive compulsive spending. haha! yes yes…i’m obsessive and compulsive. big deal. lol. oh plus the surprise that we’re planning of r a certain someone! even though it’s like belated and all…but whole cares? the three of us have been busy with Os anyway…so it doesn’t matter :D
anyway…today cannot get any worse.
first, there’s someone acting really weird and i don’t really know what he’s up to. whatever it is…i don’t want any rubbish from him. he’s given me even troubles for a while.
then secondly i bumped into someone i currently dislike the most in the whole world. talk about coincidence much. i’m sorry but i can’t help it. especially when he’s been a totally jerk and asshole for the past few months, and he’s been lashing it out on everyone i care about. i’m sorry but if there’s any other bigger jerk in this world…it’ll still be him no doubt. someone really needs to slap him wide awake and remind him that the world doesn’t revolve around him. seriously. that person has issues. BIG TIME. save your sad little excuses for someone you care, cause i don’t.
okay enough of ranting. 11 papers down, 6 more to go, namely biology paper 1 and 2, chinese paper 1 and 2, physics paper 1 and chemistry paper 1. so excited about everything! can’t wait! can’t wait! when everything is over, IT’S PARTY TIME :D haha! sorry…i’m on a high. i shall get going before i turn into a total headcase. adios!
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
6:00 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
dayone.
day one of study break. SO NOT PRODUCTIVE!!! only did 1 and a half chapters of biology! SO SO SO entirely dead!!! and i spent like what? 9 hours in school. how productive is that!
i really cannot focus. which was WAY BAD!!! blood sugar level was too high, resulting in adrenaline rush and me being too hyperactive, unable to sit myself down. gosh...there's seriously something wrong with me :(
anyway...today was a really cold day. was freezing my butt off on 67 when i was heading home. sighs...thank God my "fever" does not exist anymore. was having a splitting headache the whole day yesterday. really horrible :( thanks gege for praying for me! :D
currently uploading photos that i took using gege's camera that day when we went fusion for dinner and starbucks. haha! took so many photos of ian and violet :D gege didn't send me any of the the photos i took of him...so no photos of him. haha!
alright. i'm gonna go do some studying now :D so tata for now(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
8:57 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
hard.
my brain keeps telling me to give up even though i shouldn't. that i need to love you with God's love. unconditional. but every time i don't see you appear in church, it makes me wonder WHY i'm trying SO HARD, and yet you're not trying at all. and then i wonder what was it that i'm doing wrong or was it something that i did wrong.
and then there's the other you, who put me through so much embarrassment. how old are you and your classmates? a bunch of 5 years olds? no right? as far as i know you all are 16 years old. grow up will you? be thankful i didn't walk in to say anything. i think you will be put to more shame compared to what you did to me.
sighs...if life was so easy, we wouldn't have to fight for what we want. but that's exactly what God wants us to do, to wrestle with Him for the things of God. it's what distinguishes us from others. it's what distinguished jacob from esau.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
9:01 PM
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
retard.
i did the stupidest yet best thing ever today. haha! it's funny in a "i will have a heart attack" way. i think i really ALMOST did get a hard attack doing it. anyway...i worked! so YAY! though erh...it's not obvious. lol...I BET NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!
see. i'm retarded alr :D haha! exam stress luh. stupid yet funny things will happen. hahahaha!
i finally found my gao zhi after looking up and down for it. lol...i need to do my chinese compo alr! so off i go! :D
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
9:58 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
trying.
as much as i feel like giving up again, i'm not backing down anymore. i'm gonna make you realise what you're missing. how much can be given to you, more than you ever imagined. i'm gonna make you turn around and come back. EVEN IF I DIE TRYING!
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
10:31 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
stress.
1 more month! gosh. time flying by so fast! gah! :( i'm like really drowning in papers and textbooks, etc...scared yet excited. nervous AND worried. but God will provide! He always does! (:
thanksgiving service! haven't blogged about that. really thank everyone for being so encouraging! i did it! :D haha! though i was literally shaking from head to toe. so nervous!! but praise the LORD for He is good, and i managed to sing His praises with my whole heart! that's what counts!
currently doing 2007 physics O level paper 2. and i don't know how to explain a lot of the stuff. this is not good. not good at all. haha!
was talking to polar bear just now, and tell him that i'm not angry with mazda anymore. wow. polar bear thinks i care more about the mazda as compared to her. haha! idk...but i know i still care for him. haix...even though i was quite pissed off.
went fusion with gege for STARBUCKS :D drank a ice blended caramel caffe mocha grande :D yummy! haha! sorry gege for drinking so much of it. haha! and for dirtying your white shirt with the chocolate powder. i seriously have no idea how the chocolate powder got on your shirt cause i rmbed i brushed off all the choco powder from my books. lol...and faster let me meet da sao! haha! i very interested x)
everything has been going fine the past few days! counting down...1 week and 1 day! have to start preparing it alr. i really hope it's that day and not a fake one. lol...saving a lot of money for it. but i don't think it's enough :X have to dig from my piggybank le!
alright. back to work! gonna try to sleep early! REALLY REALLY SLEEPY!!!!!!!! :(
goodnights! :D
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
10:44 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
dying.
WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!?! :(
still feeling sick. i have no idea why. when i reach sch today i think i looked like a ghost. cause mr tan asked if i was alright, my face being so pale and all. i FELT like a ghost. the sensation of floating in me. thank God i didn't puke out my breakfast or something. but still got booked for being late. sighs.
slept the moment i got home. was so bloody tired. gosh. slept for 3 hours? still feeling tired. i literally slept in almost every lesson. was seriously dying :( okay. except geog. the rest...i just crashed man. almost vomited like so many times today. luckily i didn't.
thanksgiving on friday. hope i'll be a lot better by then. gonna sleep super early tonight. before i really die in sch tmr or something. i still feel like i'm floating -.-
alright. gonna do a bit of physics then i sleep alr. not gonna care about a math. then tmr hopefully i can wake up early to do a bit of chinese. sighs. i feel so tired. haix...no amount of sleep can take the tiredness away from me. GOD!!! PLEASE COME TO MY RESCUE!! :X
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
9:35 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
results.
i'm totally not going to post my prelim results. cause it's WAY horrible :( my L1R5 is like a freaking 15. or something like that. HORRIBLE!!! there goes my $300 for edusave scholarship. BUT...at least my english finally got an A1 :D i'm over the moon for that. the rest...erm besides math & a math is H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!
band practice on friday! i'm extremely nervous. and the songs that ms ong picked...eww. don't really like them :( but...at least i have my book prize after that! so i'm happy-er. x)
congrats! happy for you! and glad. hopefully the event will draw us closer. plucking up every courage to talk to you whenever i have a chance. just do me a favour and not ignore me?
anyway...can't really keep up with my study schedule. hopefully i can catch up everything over the weekend. have been doing too much physics for the past 3 days. plus using the com. i know...i know...
starbucks with gege at fusion today! finally :D i'm turning into a coffee addict which is a bad thing. haha! anyway...sorry gege for always killing your mood. haha! sorry!
anyway...i'm going to study now...i shall be a diligent mugger (: hopefully. LOL.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
8:55 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
justshootmenow.
as if taking this huge leap wasn't scary enough for me. i don't know what else to expect. wish you would just take the initiative sometimes :X
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
11:23 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
it'sover.
i've only completed 4 out of 20 something over homework. can you tell i'm so dead?
tuition later. SIAN! can't wait till EVERYTHING is OVER!!!
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
1:38 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
breakingpoint.
so many things happening the past few days. once again, breaking point. i hate this so much! argh!!!
i'm going to stop trying so hard to talk to you already. it's pointless. i can tell you're not at the least bit interested. fine. whatever.
washing my hands off the mazda, him and everybody else. for my sanity sake. this is the last straw. don't come within a 5 mile radius of me. i'll bite. hard.
whatever it is, don't tick me off. i'll literally bite your head off. i had enough of everybody's rubbish.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world.
<3
1:57 AM