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fairsian; fmps&fmss
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COSBT
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impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥

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strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.


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GOD
alan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!


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sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]
PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
being nikki; meg cabot
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
farenheit's 3rd album. :D


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Friday, April 06, 2012

i'm damaged goods.


mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. 2:06 AM


ontheedge.

know your limits when pushing someone, you never know when you might just tip that person right off the edge.

everyday now, it's like i'm constantly thinking of death, thinking of how to kill myself, suicide without going to hell. i've never felt anymore lonelier in life than this. and things around me just keep getting worse. i'm not wanted here anymore. i should just leave. take off somewhere where no one can find me. get a new identity, cross the country, fly somewhere far away, and just keep running. i know you think i'm crazy. heck i think i'm crazy. but with desperation comes crazy ideas. i'm desperate to get out of this charade, desperate to get out of this life where people don't know me and i don't even know myself.

like a stranger to my own life.

a key, a knife, the window. it'll progress soon enough.




one day, i'll just wake up in a pool of my own blood.
why couldn't the doctor just have killed me 7 years ago?

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. 2:04 AM