3.5.93; seventeen'10
fairsian; fmps&fmss
1E'00; 2C'01; 3G'02; 4G'03; 5F'04; 6F'05; 1E'06; 2E'07; 3E'08; 4E'09
media-en; programmer&webpager
NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
1M05'10; BLT22
berrylitee!
COSBT
youthIMPACT; actsONE
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥



strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.♥

GOD
alan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!

sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]
PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
being nikki; meg cabot
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
farenheit's 3rd album. :D

abi-joy low.
celeste lim.
dai jun hong.
isaiah chia.
loh junyi.

abi-joy low.
darius chng.
doreen neo.
esther lyn.
sarah chin.
trevor lee.
watt weihao.

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burden.

i always think that it's me. that i'm the problem. how can i not when the situation is the same no matter where i go. then i think that i'm not trying hard enough, or that i try too hard. it gets confusing soon after, then i stop trying at all. soon i start thinking what i did wrong, and why things always happen. i get trapped in a vicious cycle, and i've no way out.

you find that when you face this kind of things, you're left alone to sort things out. people don't like to get stuck with people who aren't sure of themselves. it's not a matter of relationships status anymore, you're out there to fend for yourselves. it all becomes a cruel game that we are all stuck playing. i know i'm not the only one playing this game. but the weird thing is, people who are constantly putting me down because of this are facing the same thing as me. maybe it's the lack of empathy that becomes a horrible web of deceit and lies, to hide from reality, to create a facade that your life is much better and happier than mine.

you ain't fooling me. you're only fooling yourselves.

once again, i'm prattling off, make no sense, taking in riddles.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:04 AM