her royal highness.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

retard.

i did the stupidest yet best thing ever today. haha! it's funny in a "i will have a heart attack" way. i think i really ALMOST did get a hard attack doing it. anyway...i worked! so YAY! though erh...it's not obvious. lol...I BET NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

see. i'm retarded alr :D haha! exam stress luh. stupid yet funny things will happen. hahahaha!

i finally found my gao zhi after looking up and down for it. lol...i need to do my chinese compo alr! so off i go! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 9:58 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

trying.

as much as i feel like giving up again, i'm not backing down anymore. i'm gonna make you realise what you're missing. how much can be given to you, more than you ever imagined. i'm gonna make you turn around and come back. EVEN IF I DIE TRYING!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:31 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

stress.

1 more month! gosh. time flying by so fast! gah! :( i'm like really drowning in papers and textbooks, etc...scared yet excited. nervous AND worried. but God will provide! He always does! (:

thanksgiving service! haven't blogged about that. really thank everyone for being so encouraging! i did it! :D haha! though i was literally shaking from head to toe. so nervous!! but praise the LORD for He is good, and i managed to sing His praises with my whole heart! that's what counts!

currently doing 2007 physics O level paper 2. and i don't know how to explain a lot of the stuff. this is not good. not good at all. haha!

was talking to polar bear just now, and tell him that i'm not angry with mazda anymore. wow. polar bear thinks i care more about the mazda as compared to her. haha! idk...but i know i still care for him. haix...even though i was quite pissed off.

went fusion with gege for STARBUCKS :D drank a ice blended caramel caffe mocha grande :D yummy! haha! sorry gege for drinking so much of it. haha! and for dirtying your white shirt with the chocolate powder. i seriously have no idea how the chocolate powder got on your shirt cause i rmbed i brushed off all the choco powder from my books. lol...and faster let me meet da sao! haha! i very interested x)

everything has been going fine the past few days! counting down...1 week and 1 day! have to start preparing it alr. i really hope it's that day and not a fake one. lol...saving a lot of money for it. but i don't think it's enough :X have to dig from my piggybank le!

alright. back to work! gonna try to sleep early! REALLY REALLY SLEEPY!!!!!!!! :(

goodnights! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:44 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

dying.

WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!?! :(

still feeling sick. i have no idea why. when i reach sch today i think i looked like a ghost. cause mr tan asked if i was alright, my face being so pale and all. i FELT like a ghost. the sensation of floating in me. thank God i didn't puke out my breakfast or something. but still got booked for being late. sighs.

slept the moment i got home. was so bloody tired. gosh. slept for 3 hours? still feeling tired. i literally slept in almost every lesson. was seriously dying :( okay. except geog. the rest...i just crashed man. almost vomited like so many times today. luckily i didn't.

thanksgiving on friday. hope i'll be a lot better by then. gonna sleep super early tonight. before i really die in sch tmr or something. i still feel like i'm floating -.-

alright. gonna do a bit of physics then i sleep alr. not gonna care about a math. then tmr hopefully i can wake up early to do a bit of chinese. sighs. i feel so tired. haix...no amount of sleep can take the tiredness away from me. GOD!!! PLEASE COME TO MY RESCUE!! :X

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 9:35 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

results.

i'm totally not going to post my prelim results. cause it's WAY horrible :( my L1R5 is like a freaking 15. or something like that. HORRIBLE!!! there goes my $300 for edusave scholarship. BUT...at least my english finally got an A1 :D i'm over the moon for that. the rest...erm besides math & a math is H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!

band practice on friday! i'm extremely nervous. and the songs that ms ong picked...eww. don't really like them :( but...at least i have my book prize after that! so i'm happy-er. x)

congrats! happy for you! and glad. hopefully the event will draw us closer. plucking up every courage to talk to you whenever i have a chance. just do me a favour and not ignore me?

anyway...can't really keep up with my study schedule. hopefully i can catch up everything over the weekend. have been doing too much physics for the past 3 days. plus using the com. i know...i know...

starbucks with gege at fusion today! finally :D i'm turning into a coffee addict which is a bad thing. haha! anyway...sorry gege for always killing your mood. haha! sorry!

anyway...i'm going to study now...i shall be a diligent mugger (: hopefully. LOL.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 8:55 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

justshootmenow.

as if taking this huge leap wasn't scary enough for me. i don't know what else to expect. wish you would just take the initiative sometimes :X

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:23 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

it'sover.

i've only completed 4 out of 20 something over homework. can you tell i'm so dead?

tuition later. SIAN! can't wait till EVERYTHING is OVER!!!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:38 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

breakingpoint.

so many things happening the past few days. once again, breaking point. i hate this so much! argh!!!

i'm going to stop trying so hard to talk to you already. it's pointless. i can tell you're not at the least bit interested. fine. whatever.

washing my hands off the mazda, him and everybody else. for my sanity sake. this is the last straw. don't come within a 5 mile radius of me. i'll bite. hard.

whatever it is, don't tick me off. i'll literally bite your head off. i had enough of everybody's rubbish.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:57 AM

Friday, September 04, 2009

attack.

i wish people would stop attacking me physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. i'm so tired of it.

this week was so draining. everything i did just tired me out like mad. i feel so weak after everyday. sorry gege, carcar and junhong if i've been extremely dao to you guys the past few days. the past one week was an extremely bad one. i'm just so glad that it's the september holidays already. i feel so wiped out. having tuition today totally didn't even help.

i feel helpless. sort of. i don't know what to do. sighs. anyway...volunteering for chapel band for thanksgiving service. nervous yet excited cause i really wanna praise God!

something random. i wanna purple-fy my whole life. lol...got a purple lanyard on tuesday before roller blading. soon i'm gonna get my purple vaio, then i should get a purple handphone, a purple bag and a purple psp. i already have a purple cardigan, my room is purple, my bedsheet is purple. and then i have my purple violet :D maybe i should just go ahead and dye ian purple! hahahahaha!

thanks for your "care and concern" today. haha! i thought i won't get to see you after sch. but apparently you went home after sch but came back :D one week without seeing is boring :( all the best for your exams! study hard and don't play soccer all the time luh! lol...

alright i shall end off here. going holland v tmr to meet gege for froyo. my treat even though i'm like quite broke. lol. need to save up money for a lot of things. lol. okays. BYE :D

God wrote His autograph

upon the sky last night,

in the stars i never saw

a signature so bright!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:51 PM

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

chaos.

the past week has been chaos. i'm close to breaking point again. sighs...

please stop treating me so invisible! i hate it when i avoid your eyes because i'm afraid of what you think. you're always so ignoring! it irritates me! i just want things to go back to how it was 6 months ago, but better. wow. it's already 6 months.

got back physics and biology paper 1. did surprisingly well for physics. even better than bio. maybe it's cause i didn't study for bio at all. haha! yeah...but both still got A1. so...phew. haha! was shocked though. lol. can't believe they're only releasing the rest of the results after the september hols. so irritating!!!!!!!!!

rollerblading ytd was fun!!! haha! bumped into terrence korkor at ECP :D miss him!!! going his house this sunday!! can't wait :D haha!! it's gonna be fun :D

today is totally random. need to start getting my momentum to start studying for O levels. 54 days more!!!!!!!!! stress arh. stress. lol...

isaiah is leaving for aussie on sunday! :( i'm saddened. haha! will miss sms-ing crap to him. lol...come back soon! 20 days is long!!! :(

today was a crap day. spent the entire math lesson sleeping. ms ng was busy catching people to teach us anything -.- she just stepped into class and told us that she needed to catch people and told us to do our own things and take care of ourselves. hahaha!!

gosh...i'm so tired. but i haven't done the physics prelim paper 1 and 2 yet. paper one is like halfway done. aiyoh...die tmr. sure kenna scolding one. haha! i shall go do now. haha!

alrights. adios people! (:

tune your anxious heart to patience,
walk by faith where sight is dim;
loving God, be calm and trustful
and leave everything to Him.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:06 PM

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

badday.

i've come to the point where my tears are falling without reason.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:56 PM