her royal highness.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

countdown.

i've officially turned into a nocturnal person. i'm up at night and dead sleep in the morning through afternoon. sighs...messed up body clock really.

anyway, 2 more days, till i'm out of here!!! after living in this house for the past 9 years, and living in the north for the past 18 years, i'm finally moving northeast! i'm excited!! cause it's gonna be a new adventure!(: new house, new furniture, new me? hahaha! but what's past is past, and i'm gonna keep that all stuffed in the old house, and breaking anew into the new house! yeahhhhhh!

so on a happy note, i shall stop here! i'm on pottermore and neopets right now. a slight disappointment when i got into hufflepuff instead of slytherin or ravenclaw or if i dare say gryffindor! but it shall not be. sighs...if i answered the sorting questions with my first instinct instead of thinking things over. like the last 2 questions, choosing stars over moon, when i'm clearly happier when i see the full moon out at night. but it was a tough call. i love both the moon and stars equally. or choosing left over right. but i chose right, in the end, even though the gut instincts were screaming left over and over. hahaha! i wonder what house i would be in if i chose left. LOL...but alas, we shall never know. oh well, for that i leave you! BYE!(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:34 AM

Friday, September 16, 2011

rants.

ignore me. i'm here to rant. things keep running through my mind, and no matter how i vent my frustrations, i just keep bottling everything up time and time again. i can't seem to bring myself to forgive again.

for the people who think that i'm so insignificant: hello! i'm standing right in front of you. please do not treat me like a third party! and if you really have something to say to me, about something you don't like, say something to me directly, not go through a million and one people. we're not playing broken telephone here!

and for the people who think it's really cool to ditch other: how, pray tell, is stranding me on an island, with proper toilets and beds while you guys go out to a god forsaken island to stay overnight bringing you satisfaction? obviously you don't see the irony in things. your immaturity is obviously supersedes mine if you even think of doing such things. while i applaud your creativity, you obviously don't have brains to see that i'm better off being on that island than you are. hahahaha!

that being said, will everyone please try to grow up? we are all attending a tertiary institution, yet i'm faced with pre-schoolers. i wonder whether even they have a better notion of how to treat a person, much less a friend than you do. and please be reminded that i in no way did anything to intentionally offend you, neither did i do or say anything to bring you any harm of any sort. i wonder whether you can say the same thing for me. but that is a rhetorical question, which should remind you of the fact that i am human too, and that any emotions or feelings that you have, i am capable of having too. i'm not an exclusion, so please don't treat me like an alien. oh, and what you do to me, please be prepared to get what you deserve ten-fold over. what you're capable of, so am i. but i have the decency to not do anything to you.

do not make me threaten to physically break your face. i'm small, but i have energy and strength enough to physically hurt you. the way i do my brother. so be warned.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:14 AM

resultsday.

expecting that huge drop in GPA. i will not cry, i will not cry!

time to work hard and come up with a creative way to study. i hate how the perfectionist in me hinders my studies, instead of helping me. having to be systematic in everything i do and write, even the colours have to be in order and all that mess, sighs...

i need to get a 3 ring hole puncher soon. i hate the 2 ring hole punch system used in singapore. another reason why i want to study in usa. i can't wait to go to college. in another 2-3 years, i'll be out of here. in this hellhole with all the bad memories, and it just keeps adding. for now, i have to learn to be contented. the moment i land on foreign soil, it'll be different. and i get to expand my bracelet business easier being in usa, where the bulk of my customers hail from.

i need to find a way to promote my business. i'm losing out on competition. i really am. for now, since my competitor is "away on vacation" i shall try to find a way to garner a wider range of customers. sadly, there seems to be a problem with the postal service, and getting my customer their bracelets. already, 2 bracelets have been sent back. contacted both buyers, but have not received a reply since. i feel like i'm cheating my customers out of their money. but what can i do? :( sighs...

drifting away again, time to pull myself back and get back on my feet.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:51 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

sickofthisshite.

can't run out of such situations. no matter how hard I try, no matter how fast i run. give me a break please. I had enough of your hurtful words and insensitive remarks. please don't act pitiful in front of me after pulling such a stunt.

going straight into a mental meltdown from here.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:57 AM

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

drastic.

thinking of doing something drastic. out of sight, out of mind you know? though i've already been doing really random drastic stuff over the past few days, i feel that it's not enough. sighs...

if this thing goes private after awhile, you'll know why.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:57 AM

Monday, September 12, 2011

spammed.

posting up random stuff because i'm really bored, and i'm still WIDE AWAKE!!! :( currently reading an FF and doing up a cross stitch(: my favourite past time! :D hahahaha! just randomly thinking about something, somehow, i always dream for things beyond my reach, and such stuff are usually left unknown, though things do get out eventually :( i hate how obvious i am sometimes! :(

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:30 AM

Sunday, September 11, 2011

intoxicated.

post-OAC random highness. really feeling intoxicated! i'm so high i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight. but i haven't slept in 42 hours! OMG.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:22 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2011

youobviouslydon'tgetit.

sarcasm has its merits. but obviously not when people don't get it. must i go into the details? bunch of dunderheads.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 5:34 AM

Monday, September 05, 2011

endof.

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mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:25 PM

inthemaking.

i hope you do know that this is something that is supposed to be fun for everyone, not something that you should be "ruling". i'm not running for president you know. merely being in a sport that challenges me physically. i have no need for your harsh comments or treatments.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:08 PM