her royal highness.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

cholangiocarcinoma

a word that would haunt me forever.

now there's no turning back.
every dream that occurred before everything happened came true
now i'm faced with nothing
nothing to look forward to
nothing to expect
nothing but guilt
i had 2 years
2 years
but now
nothing matters anymore
cause i'm too late
what's the point when God gives you a dream
a month later it happens
and 2 years later the worst part of the dream came true
what's the point if God gave you 2 years to do His work
but 1 year and 11 months later then you realised the significance of that dream?
it was no ordinary dream
it was a vision
a prophesy
2 years to prepare
1 year and 11 months late
1 month to be with her
now an eternity of grieving, guilt, hurt and unspoken words
wad's the point of everything now?

stop saying sorry
you're just making things worse

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:34 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009

IDA sucks!
sch internet sucks!
and wadthecrap...media seriously is VERY BORING!!!

oh...and congrats kor for your 14 point L1R4 :D
love you!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:54 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

hello world! to day the lollipop princess is really happy! x) cause i went out with my cousins today and had genuine fun! haha! haven't had really fun in ages! :D we went to coffee club for lunch and i had the smoked salmon sandwich! yummy!!!then we went to walk around orchard and stuff. then weifang jiejie had to leave early. cause her dad went to pick her up to visit grams in the hospital.

me and eleanor jiejie went walking around john little to find a laptop bag. oh and thanks for the nike water bottle!!! i promise i will take care of it and not lose it!!! :D we managed to find a nice and cheap laptop bag for her! then we went home after that!!!

yay! so happy!!! cause i finally got to see eleanor jiejie! after wad? 4 years? i wish elanor jiejie and terrence korkor can have holiday at the same time. then me, korkor and kunyao korkor can all go out and have a cousin outing together!!! oh!!! along with jian ming korkor, weifang jiejie! and jian ming korkor's wife! haha! yahui jiejie! that would be so fun!!! :D :D

lol...i shall write up to here :D bye!(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:11 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2009

heyyo! okay...there's media today...and SIAN. the sight of ms lee face gives me the chills. she's now shooting people for attire -.- as usual. no life. haha!

anyways...i changed the tagboard. cause i got nothing to do. lol...in 6 mins i have to go down to LT for the stupid every first of the year talk -.- sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i'm having mild signs of irritation now...if ms lee shoots me i'll just blow. seriously.

ah wells...i shall go now :D bye!(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 3:50 PM

a week has past since i last blogged, and i'm already halfway into the first week of school. man it has not been fun AT ALL. cause everyday i get back from home, i'm all tired and everything. i reach home at 4pm plus leh...so irritating luh!

the new timetable really sucks. hearty meal my ass. i can barely walk around canteen like what i used to do last time. by cutting our recess short by 5 mins they're also cutting down our time for eating. esp for us when our locker is on the freaking fourth floor. totally unfair. it takes us like 5 mins to get to locker and come back down again -.-

today was a suay day as usual. the orientation people's first day of class and it alr started. lemme just make this very clear one more time...I'M OVER THE REPTILE!!! please stop going "oooooo" when LCP forces me to sit beside him. cause it's seriously not fun/funny -.- give me a break man.

i need sleep...lots of it. i've been like sleeping at 2plus in the morning luh! i only get 3-4 hours of sleep! and it's not good at all. starting next week i'm going to sleep at 10pm daily. i think by that time i'll be alr settled into the school system and would be already used to slogging out my hours doing my homework AND studying.

media tmr from 4-6.30pm. like what?!?!?! by the time i reach home it's already like what? 7.30pm? they're crazy. -.-

i'm most probably going to NUH almost everyday for the next few days :( to visit my gradma. i went today and almost got the shock of my life. my grandma look so different i barely could recognise her. this i sreally really bad i tell you! :X

why am i up and ranting you may wonder? haha! i'm doing the english essay on fear. the one that was meant to be the holiday homework. lol...i work best under pressure :D

i'm getting a cold!!! this i s really really bad. and i didn't go to school on the 6th cause my back was aching like madness. let me give a piece of advice to whoever is out there reading. NEVER and i mean NEVER EVER EVER go for a scoliosis surgery. re-read the following line ten times and internalize it. and i'm serious. cause the after effects? you cannot imagine the pain. i almost didn't go to school ytd either. it really really hurts! :(

one more day and isaiah will be enlisted into NS. nooooooooooo...my best friend is not going to able to keep me company anymore. by friday, two of my best friends will be in NS and my other best friend will be really busy with his event for his project :( isaiah! mu'en! ken! where are you guys?!?!?! MIA-ers! D: i'm gutted. sec 4 couldn't be any worse. haix...but i have to have a positive attitude! -.-

okay...enough ranting for one day. i have more to rant about in media tmr. like about how LCP likes to shoot me. for instance today, the moment i stepped into class. -.- HAIX...

oh wells. ganbette! is all i can say :D bye!(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:05 AM