her royal highness.

Friday, June 25, 2010

wideawake.

i can't sleep D: cause i slept too much already! i slept for about more than 15 hours yesterday! :X training totally wiped me out after i each home. i just crashed on my bed the moment i got home D: but after training i went iluma for froyo! :D happy girl yesterday! got to spend my whole day out x) training was extremely fun but tiring D: and i was amazed at the fact that i didn't step out of campus run at all. i'm like slowly training up my own stamina :D i heard that we're doing full campus run next week, and that the AGLs are joining us as well(: coolio! :D

anyways...going out tomorrow again! gonna cut my hair and buy some jeans. hahaha! i need jeans man seriously. LOL...then probably going iluma for arcade with qien gege! :D yay! i want my bearbear!!! andi want it NOW! but before that, an engineer is coming over to my house to fix my laptop. cause it's giving me a lot of problems D: and it's pretty new! so i don't know why it's misbehaving :X

okay! i'm going to bed soon! hopefully can sleep! cause i'm aching all over, and having a bad headache :X so yeah...gosh...this really sucks! okay! i'm off!

adios! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:56 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2010

deeplycut.

got hurt super deeply by your words last night. i couldn't sleep the entire night cause of it. your doubt in me, and your lack of trust in my decision. what if i told you He's in control? what if i told you that everything is in His hands? i did let go and let Him. why do you think i could have pulled through so long? it's already the 3rd week. if He wasn't in control, it wouldn't even last past 1. i don't exactly know what you're worrying about...whether i'm too immature, or that it's not the right person. or both? i told you i was truly happy with my decision and i don't regret. if anything happens, so be it. but i'll be ready to face these obstacles.

was supposed to go to the flyer after meeting up to do the infotech project. but decided to stay in school to watch a movie instead. watched x-men origins and half of D-wars. then went BPP to slack and eat dinner with irfan. was walking around popular with my teenage magazine before irfan came, and the popular lady thought i stole it after i walked out -.- had to accompany her to the first floor to check with the magazine stand that i honestly did buy the magazine from there. seriously can't believe that the popular lady followed me from popular all the way to the library. like OMG man seriously. ate omelette fried noodles and shared takoyaki with him. then he treated me to fro-yo from glaci0us. somehow i don't really mind fro-yo that's made from powder. cause i don't really like overly creamy stuff. but still...berrylite's yogurt is definitely the best! hahaha! cause it's authentically made from non-fat milk. yummy(:

i'm doing my CQ project instead of sleeping. was supposed to pass it to them just now. but i'm stuck D: i'm seriously lost :X the part that i was allocated to is really really difficult, cause i don't even know what they want. cause they just said "the place". how ambiguous is that man. gosh...i think i should go to bed first and continue tomorrow morning D: sighs...so many projects on hand, but SO LITTLE TIME!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. off to bed! church tomorrow. must wake up bright and early tomorrow to do my project, then head down to meet new life and 2pm for lunch.

adios peeps(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:48 AM

Sunday, June 13, 2010

past.

radical conference maybe over, but we're not quite done yet. or at least i'm not quite done yet. i want the change to happen. i want it bad. but it has got to start with me. this year's radical conference was good. but somehow, to me the atmosphere wasn't there. i felt like many of us weren't there with a heart of expectation. i knew i didn't prepare myself well for RC this year compared to the previous years. i didn't have the expectation in my heart. i didn't have to the foresight to see what God had installed for me during this year's RC, and i didn't put on my future lens to see what RC could be like for me this year. but God really spoke to me through the many services and workshops. though i didn't attend some of them. i bought the sermon CDs, but i have yet to listen to them. wanted to buy the whole set, but i was short on cash :X

anyway, i have made my decision. i'm going to continue to stand my beliefs, and trust in Him no matter what. i know that He may not be all too pleased with my decision, but i trust in His plans that He has for me. plans to prosper me and not to harm me.

today was a bad day due to the unexpected headache and nauseousness i had after service. man it was really bad that i could even sit on the bench. i had to squat down. really felt like throwing up man. migraines really really sucks. D:

work tomorrow! have to wake up at 6! but i'm still awake! gege is already unhappy about me sleeping at 5 last night. and i promised i'll sleep early today. sorry gege! broke my promise :X

okays! time to go! love ya'll! :D have a goodnight and sweet dreams! x)

we are called for greater,

we are called for more.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:15 AM

Friday, June 11, 2010

radical.

currently hating myself a lot for missing the plenary session, and the workshop for radical conference just now, JUST CAUSE I OVERSLEPT! D: i'm so pissed off with myself :X

anyway...i'm heading out for the night session soon. going to bathe first then go out. hopefuly i won't be late AGAIN -.-

bye(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:32 PM

Friday, June 04, 2010

parachute.

these past few days has really been awesome, and i really thank God for all His blessings! without Him, nothing would be possible, and what i am today would not have been achieved. and i really thank Him for the people He has placed into my live. all my new friends that i've met. and the new start that He has given me. really thank You, Lord!

and thank you for being there with me throughout. sharing my joy, laughter, sadness, tears and illness. for taking care of me, and being there for me when i needed you the most. and most importantly, being such a great great friend. you're really amazing, and i honestly thank God for you.

and yes, i'm still sick. it seems like i'm never gonna get well. my fever is like on and off, and if you hear me cough, it's like you think i'm gonna cough up blood soon or something. seriously...omg...i feel like dying D:

sighs...am i doing what is right? what if a few years down the road, everything goes to waste? i won't know what to do by then...

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:41 AM

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

causeyou'reherewithme.

hello! i'm staying back in school to study! but now i'm taking a break, so i decided to blog!(: it's been a really crazy week already even though it's only tuesday. what with me falling sick yesterday, and missing my organic chemistry quiz :( and it wasn't that tough so to speak. goshhhh...but i went to see the doctor yesterday to get my MC and medicine, so hopefully i'll get well soon! man the cough syrup is really strong D: i felt so sleepy yesterday half an hour after taking it that i just crashed on my bed for 4 hours, from 12 to 4pm. and i was woken up by a call. went to the library to study after that, thinking that i was going to have a retest. but apparently not. so i practically wasted my time there. GOSH D:

then today was even better. took my medication during organic chemistry lecture. half an hour into the lecture and i was already floating. managed to stay awake, but my head felt so light i felt like i was really floating :X i almost fainted a couple of times today! was having a really really horrible headache :( hope i'll be well by next week to sit for my common test! i need to ace it!!!!

things has been going well for me. i'm really gonna continue to rely on God and trust Him. and i'll continue to pray that i won't make hasty and wrong decisions. i'll continue to pray for that dream that God placed in me. to be that shining light!(:

society training tomorrow! so super excited i can't wait!! yay! :D hopefully i won't die tomorrow :X if we're doing campus run...i might not even survive! :X

if not for you i wouldn't know what to do. thank you for always being there for me. i really really honestly appreciate it! you're one in a million!(:

okay! back to studying! cell biology common test on monday! hope i'll still be alive by monday!

BYEBYE!(:

i'll keep smiling and i'll keep shining(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 6:58 PM