her royal highness.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

helloooooo!
today was a super uber sian day!
i wanted to go out to study
with trev, xiao ming and whoever who wanted to come
but mom was lyk NO!
but even after she said no dad kept on saying and saying
until i went cross eyed. -.-
then guess wad?
everyone [kor, mom & dad]
ps-ed me and went out and left me alone at home!
wadthecrap luh...
then i was super angry and frustrated
cause i hate being left a lone at home.
and being in my room
i'm a little claustrophobic
and my room has hardly enough walking space
i was lyk jumping up and down on my bed
trying to get that really weird feeling out of me...
but now...even now
i'm still having the feeling
and i kept screaming for dunno wad reason
it just felt really weird being at home
so having that really weird feeling i always get when i am at home
i didn't do much work
nor did i even studied a single crap.
wadthecrap man!
and exams are in 4 days!!!
not 4 weeks!
4 days!!!
i mean if you guys were going out at least let me go out luh..
it's not as if i'm gonna play or something.
i was planning to do some serious mugging
and then you guys have to go no and then ps me to go somewhere -.-
wadthecrap man!!!!!!

i'm sososo dead for eoys!
and i wanna get into triple luh!
there goes everything man!
wadthecrap is all i can say...
seriously! :(
wad's this man?!?
i hate being hyperactive! D:
so dumb luh...
i gave up 10 mins after trying to study!
and ppl lyk val can do 8 hours or so...
you can so see that i'm totally dead
i mean compare 10mins to 8hours
that's lyk 470 mins different luh!
and i did a "test" before luh...
i managed to complete lyk 1 tuition hw [a math paper]
that day i was at macs with the guys
then to few miserable qns at home
plus that weird out feeling i always get.
i hate it man!
andy say's it's a spiritual attack...
i dunno.
but today was bad!
i felt so agitated by it
i wanted to run out of the house
and run to anywhere.
notice i said "run" and not "take any means of transport"
i really wanted to run that feeling out of me
cause apparently jumping did not help at all
i really wanted to zhuang the qiang badly man!
i'm serious luh!
i was on the verge of crying...
actually i did...

haha anyway...
i love my manager!!!
TREVOR LEE RAWKS!!!!
haha.
he send me 'be my escape by relient k'
i love the song!
haha trev rawks!
hahahahahaha :DDDD

anyways...gtg...
my manager scolding me liao
haha he ask me to sleep at 11.30
haha so nitey nites :D
tmr is study time!
got ADP!
free for 2hours
for me to study!
hahahahahahaha!
then maybe going to study with my manager again
haha. his my geog tutor also!
lol!
and i'm his math tutor!
lol!!!
bye(:

mabTHONG.
going really really crazy!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:17 PM