her royal highness.

Friday, March 28, 2008

what a busy and stressful week it has been!
i've been practically screaming at myself almost everyday
complicating issues...
school, cca, family, friends, tuition, personal life and turtle
all clumped together giving me one big headache
argh!!!

mom told me a really shocking thing
and i've been really really upset about it
even cried during chinese cause of it
i really don't wanna see this happen to my family
after what happened last year,
i thought things would get better,
maybe on relationships there's an improvement
but other important stuff that needs to be there to keep my family functioning
breaking down whenever i think about it
it's only adding to my stress!

then there's so much homework to do!
plus tuition
and all the websites that needs to be done
lyk the band website and the global warming one.
esp. when the global warming website site is a competition
and the deadline is on the 9th
which is lyk 12th days away
and i haven't even started
which is really really crapped up.
and mr lee is rushing me for the band website
and i still need to put in the pictures
and some more information
and make it look nicer and everything
so it won't look so boring.
goodness luh!

totally dying during classes
keep falling asleep
i'm really really tired
it's adding to my stress too.
argh!
i'm so gonna have coronary heart diseases when i grow old -.-
stress levels add to it okay!

had chem test today
so stupid!
why did i change my ans?!?
if not i would have gotten it correct luh!
so frigging stupid luh!
argh!!!
really really wanna kill myself man!

my mind is blank
pls say something to me!
i really need you there for me now more than ever!
sos!!! :X

bio test next week...
i noe i'm gonna do v. badly
cause it has so many chapters
and i still don't get the main chapter being tested
the one about transport in humans
waaaaahhhhhhh!
siao liao alr luh!!!

i'm alr thinking about my birthday though it's still one month away.
you noe what i really want for my birthday?
for the people i love to go to church on my birthday
which so happens falls on my birthday this year
people lyk my mom and dad
and my non-christian friends.
yupps...
and my not v. strong christian friends
and even my christian friends
i wanna celebrate my birthday again!
not to haagen daz again though...
maybe catch a movie or go ice-skating?
i can't celebrate my birthday the week following my birthday
must celebrate my birthday lyk on the week it falls on.
really wanna go ice-skating
really miss that hobby of mine man!

anyway...
talked to ms seet about my back today
and she advices me to go for a check-up
cause she says my nerve might have gotten pinched
resulting with all the pain.
esp when i move my head or left shoulder.
it really hurts a lot luh!
haiyoh...
sucks to the max man!
dad & mom surely won't wanna bring me one luh!
cause they'll say it's my fault that it's lyk that D:

cip and obs talk
thought that he was going for the obs talk...
but in the end he didn't.
haix...
so sad...
but cip was fun!
painted all the banners and stuff...
but it's all using black paint
really wonder why we can't colour it :(
we completed painting 120 canvases luh!
so happy!
clocked 4 hours of cip...
not much luh...
but still all the fun and everything!
minus the backaches...
which is still hurting now :X
oh man i love the banners the teachers painted!
esp. the love lives fairfield ones!
got the cute turtles on them!
haha and got one of them is a TMNT with a walking stick.
so kawaii luhs!!!
hahahahahahahaha!

ran 1.2km ytd during pe!
cause my class had their napfa 2.4 km
but i don't take napfa...
so i didn't have to do...
but i ran 1.2 km cause i wanted to exercise...
but i think i didn't stretch and warm-up properly...
my thigh muscles hurt lyk crap now...
when i walk and everything
haix...
but i'm proud to say i clocked 7 mins for half of the run! :D
i would have been able to get a C if i ran 2.4 km
hahahahahahahaha!
10 mins 23 seconds is a v. fast timing rite?
i think so too!
hahahahahaha
too fast for me to catch up already!
i think i will die if i ran that fast.
lol...
as in really drop dead and die.
i was alr going to die just running 1.2 km
imagine 2.4 km man!
i will surely die!
hahahahaha!
but all the same!!!
i'm proud of myself!!! x)

okay...
super long update...
i shall go now then! (:
i just wanna relax on my com or go to bed...
i'm really sleepy! *yawns*
okay byebye!

mabTHONG.
when you look at me

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:58 PM