i won't lie to the fact that life has been become such a bore. i mean seriously...all i ever do now is get up, go to school, attend lessons, mossy around during media, chiong hw/tuition hw and sleep. i don't have time. for myself, for a break, not even for GOD. this is how bad thinkgs are. not matter how much time i put into trying to save a space for God. nothing is working. cause i can't do my masterlife before i do my hw...cause i will fall asleep from tiredness. i alr tried. and i can't do it after my hw cause...i just fall asleep while doing my hw. i fell asleep while doing tuition hw i detention today. yes...DETENTION again. this is really really bad you know. i'm late for one day every week. if i alr get up to my 9th (actually 12th) times being late...i'll officially get a demerit. ME! i'm like such a good student luh...this is absolute rubbish!!!