her highness.
3.5.93; seventeen'10NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
COSBT
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥
strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.♥
her loves.
GODalan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!
her wishes.
sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
her talk.
her loyal subjects.
abi-joy low.celeste lim.
dai jun hong.
isaiah chia.
loh junyi.
actsONE; actsPLOSIVES
abi-joy low.darius chng.
doreen neo.
esther lyn.
sarah chin.
trevor lee.
watt weihao.
her memories.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
sec 4 life has finally taken a toll on me last week. finally broke down from all the tiredness and stress. i hate going to sch now. everything in sch sucks. from the food to the lessons to the people. i'm sorry...but i really cannot stand it anymore. i'm at the verge of another major breakdown.
this year hasn't been a good year. seriously. i've already been late for sch for the seventh time. it sucks like madness. remind me why i even get out of bed nowadays.
everything has changed. change is inevitable i know. but there are some things that i wish would change, but it doesn't. as for the things that i don't want any change to happen, it happens. things have been weird lately and i have yet to search for the answers to them.
sorry if i seem like i'm trying to hide something in my words. i'm just ranting. somethings are meant to be said in public and others are not.
i'm not trying to be/seem emo here. i realised i have matured more in the past few weeks/months. i learn a lot from life's experience and of course God. though i may still act like that little girl that everyone knows i am, my thinking and perspectives have changed a lot. though people don't realise. things happened. things that were both inevitable and not.
i miss my loved ones, i miss my friends. the pruning process is really the hardest to go through. losing/drifting away from close friends, as a result of too much reliance on them. it happens all the time. but still it hurts. scars that cannot be erased. i know God has my interest at heart, that's why He let's me go through such a painful process. yet another thing that is inevitable.
the world is filled with inevitable things. people coming and going. things change, people change. we all need to accept that fact. the fact that no matter how much we want things to remain the same, people to remain the same, it's not going to happen. somehow everyone knows it. but no one wants to admit it out loud, though deep down in our hearts, we already accepted the fact.
i leave you to think about what i say. it's time for my rest. bye!(:
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world. ♥ 12:23 AM