her royal highness.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

personalattack.

oh no!!!!!!! i'm getting personal attacked by gege and junhong now!!! :(((( bad idea to conference them together on the phone. can die one!!!! aiyoh...jia lat. they gang up against me liao. haiyoh...

today went out with gege to help him do his project. ate fro-yo, crunchie bar and ice cream! :D sugar rush!!! lol...

oh no...now the mazda just joined in the conference. now got one car, one polar bear and one pooh bear personal attacking me. sighs...someone save me!!! lol...

i shall continue playing my roller coaster kingdom. last paper tmr! physics paper one. haha!

BYEBYE!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:04 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

crying.

i need to stop crying. seriously. cause i'm going blind. literally. i'm gonna get contacts soon to prevent myself from become even more blind than i already am. gosh. sighs...

anyway...today is a sucky day again. eng O level oral is screwed. it's the end of my life. i'm so sure of it. seriously. gosh. this seriously SUCKS!!!

i'm still pissed off over a lot of things. oh God please HELP ME CALM DOWN!!! before i officially lose it. wah piang...

the only paper i have tomorrow is chinese. so i can go home and wallow in my sorrow. sighs...i shall go now. BYEBYE!

oh! it's my 200th post :D FINALLY. lol...

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:54 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

youreyespastestamp!

WAHLAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pissed off to the maximum!!!!!!!!!!!!! today is the most screwed up day ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to kill someone now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! piss me off to the maximum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WADTHEHELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????????????????????? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on a side note: thankew gege for following me to orchard, funan and sim lim square to fix/find an external charger for my handphone battery! much appreciated!!!! :D froyo and starbucks this saturday!!! okay :D

still pissed off!!! -.-

english O level oral tmr. time to meet my deathbed.

BYEBYE!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:20 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

heartbreakkid.

it's finally thursday! had the biology paper 2 today, along with math paper 2. gosh...i'm so gonna do badly for bio. i didn't study as hard as i should have. gosh. but the last minute cramming did some good though. everything i crammed for last minute came out. so PHEW! haha! math was okay. finished the paper like 2 minutes before the time was up. worried that there'll be loads of careless mistakes :X

today was a relatively okay day(: went for dinner with gege. thank you for the starbucks treat(: and sorry for what happened last night and the night before! was my bad :X was supposed to do QT with gege on both nights. but didn't :( so tonight we're doing together. promised him already. got stamp some more. haha!

can't wait for tmr! cause it's friday! meaning that the next day will be saturday! yay! it's church day again! so ultra happy! and it'll be fro-yo day again(: but first...i have to conquer the physics paper tmr! jiayou! gosh. can't wait till everything is over! the rest of the papers next week will be a breeze i hope. left all the paper 1 sciences and a math paper 1. plus now have to take chinese paper as well :( didn't do as well as i wanted for O levels. B3 you know!!! polar bear and the mazda (lol...random :D) got B3 as well. we're all retaking together. abi sia scared me today! saying that it's not possible to get A1 with a merit for orals. but LJ said it's possible. so...sighs...i really want me A1!!!

going to call gege to do QT le! byebye :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:16 PM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

shocked.

i am in shock. like big major. sighs...bad things keep happening. but now it's my turn to make you smile. don't worry and let God heal your wounds. because everything will become better and it's not the end of the world yet. you have God beside you so you don't have to worry! trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. know that He is God and He will pull you through all circumstances. For he is God Almighty, and there's no other great than him. don't worry(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:13 PM

w-o-w.

this is seriously not happening. you know...this is actually the part where i bang my head for not finding out sooner. but self-inflicted damage. gege will take his hammer and whack me. lol...i'm not making sense. AT ALL! which is good...so everyone doesn't get what i mean :D

ytd was a horrible day. besides church and lunch plus fro-yo with gege. thanks for giving me a freaking heart attack man. but you just totally saved my life so you're forgiven. haha! church was fun! played jack snap and pig heart attack! managed to NOT become a pig at all this time :D me and darius totally pwns! x) but my reflexes were not fast enough for jack snap. lol...p&w was great! totally high! but now my leg got a bruise from banging on the chair. :( it hurts!!! sighs...currently studying for chem on tuesday. SS paper on friday was crap. i lost so many marks cause i didn't finish on time. next time, i'm going to do SEQ first and not SBQ -.- i tell myself this every time, but i forget it, EVERY TIME -.- please just slap me now.

things are patching up, i hope? can't believe you made a fool out of me on friday. not funny! haha! cause i totally know it's you. try to act innocent some more. haha! you're so crappy.

on a last note, STOP EMO-ING YOU! although i don't really know what happen, you're really dampening my mood. you just transformed from my own personal sun to my own personal rain cloud. -.- sighs...what am i gonna do about you???

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 8:34 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

forgiveandforget.

wish it was so easy to just forgive and forget, but i hate it when i already did, but the person has to piss me off again. you know how hard it is to forgive, and yet the cycle repeats itself over again. whatever.

spent my day studying geography, natural vegetation. gosh...and i'm not even done. didn't even do a single piece of homework. just kept studying non-stop. from like 1 to 5pm. then had dinner and everything. now blogging. later back to studying. i'm so extremely tired. gonna study finish forest management and river system and processes tonight. hopefully it'll happen. then continuing with bonding singapore and deterrence and diplomacy tomorrow. hopefully can complete those two. i take so long to study one chapter! this is bad luh seriously...okay. i shall go back to studying now. i haven't even started studying for any of the sciences...okay i kind of did study chemistry but yeah...it's not really in detail or anything. oh God...please help!!!

alright! bye(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 8:37 PM

Saturday, August 08, 2009

confusion.

i'm finally taking the time off to post today. school, work, revision, homework and tuition has been draining me tremendously :X but it'll be all over in a few more months. and i'm anticipating it! lol...

anyway...as i said in my previous post that i'm going to rainbow colour my world...so i'm gonna post some photos of rainbow coloured things. like pens and stuff! haha! okay. i'm crapping already. (: sorry...i'm that stressed! but friends are helping to release them! like cell! sarah! i love you for accompanying me for froyo every saturday! well...almost every saturday. haha! and mr vroom vroom and mr polar bear for talking to me every night and helping me kill my stress. i know i'm annoying. haha! and cliff! for having lunch with me ytd! you make me laugh until my face really cramp you know! haha! talking to you can die of laughter! lol...

church today was FUN!!! :D sarah's small group is so much more bonded now :D i love you guys so much! from the bottom of my heart! <3 we played homogeneous and pig heart attack! me and weijie totally owned in homo! and i ALMOST lost in pig heart attack. gosh...my reflexes and observational skills are totally going down the drain! i became like a freaking level 6 pig luh! horrible! but at least i managed to sabo people! like sarah!!! hahaha! abi's plan totally rocked luh! hahahahahaha! ohmy...so funny! lol...

service today was awesome! i love mu'en's drawing!!! wall-e! so kawaii! i want it luh! :( lol...but BFF ran off after service! i miss him luh! he totally MIA for the past few...forever? lol...wanted to talk to him :( sighs. but...nevermind...

can't wait till next week!!! combined cell games with jean's cell! :D so fun! gosh...i totally love jean's cell! they so totally rock! haha! can't wait can't wait!!!

anyway...i shall get back to mugging :( so boring!!! *sobs* i'm so stress! i want to bang the wall now! :( arienaitsuno!!! :((((((((((

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:20 PM

Monday, August 03, 2009

rainbows.

i want to rainbow colour my world. haha! but it's going to be after Os. when all the stress is gone and everything...i'll be a pocketful of sunshine! that i guarantee :D

haha! sorry i'm crappy so late at night. lol...i'm currently doing my a math TYS 1999 paper 1. lol...can't wait for tmr! class party! yay!!! but before that...bio SPA and PE :X worried for bio...nervous AND worried. ah wells. i should just get it over and done with. gambatte!

anyway...prelims in 2 weeks! gosh...and i'm barely prepared. haix...i have a bad feeling about this man...a horrible one actually. ah...whatever.

i shall go now. bye!

i wish we'd never met,
then i could save myself a lot less heartbreaks.
but it doesn't matter anymore,
i'm not going to bother about such trivial matters.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 9:46 PM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

giveup,letgo.

it's time. to let go of everything i held on to for the last couple of weeks. it's draining me mentally. gosh. i'm on the brink of cracking. now is a really good time to sleep for me. haha! cause i'm a "steady" person according to my personality profile, and steady people tend to go to sleep when they're stressed. hilarious.

i really don't want to go to sch tmr. i'm so sick of sch nowadays. the class is driving me mad and it's not fun anymore. gosh. i'm like stressed i tell you. my stress levels are like at the maximum :X i'm like having a bloody headache. as irritating!!! my mind is a whirl. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! i'm this close to banging the wall. i'm like an inch away.

there's only one word that can describe my world/life: DISASTER.

the end.

NO SUCH THING - CHRISTY CARLSON ROMANO
Yea, yea
Don't try to tell me that everything could be
Just like the movies cause I've heard it all before
You live and breathe it but I don't believe it
There's no point of dreaming cause I've heard it all before
Its not a magical world
And I'm not a fool like those other girls

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
There's no such thing

Stuck in confusion its all an illusion
The apple is poisoned the glass slipper never fits
So mirror, mirror you never deliver
The fairytales over and reality begins
Its not a magical world
And I'm not waiting around like those other girls

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing

Don't lift me up now
I got my feet on the ground
Cause I'm awake now
So all this dreaming has got to end

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
Oh there's no such thing
There's no, no such thing

stop trying to tell me that everything is going to be okay. it's not.
it'll never be okay anymore. not when everything is so messed up.

disclaimer: don't jump to conclusions when you read things. i'm just venting my frustration.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:09 PM