her royal highness.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

giveup,letgo.

it's time. to let go of everything i held on to for the last couple of weeks. it's draining me mentally. gosh. i'm on the brink of cracking. now is a really good time to sleep for me. haha! cause i'm a "steady" person according to my personality profile, and steady people tend to go to sleep when they're stressed. hilarious.

i really don't want to go to sch tmr. i'm so sick of sch nowadays. the class is driving me mad and it's not fun anymore. gosh. i'm like stressed i tell you. my stress levels are like at the maximum :X i'm like having a bloody headache. as irritating!!! my mind is a whirl. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! i'm this close to banging the wall. i'm like an inch away.

there's only one word that can describe my world/life: DISASTER.

the end.

NO SUCH THING - CHRISTY CARLSON ROMANO
Yea, yea
Don't try to tell me that everything could be
Just like the movies cause I've heard it all before
You live and breathe it but I don't believe it
There's no point of dreaming cause I've heard it all before
Its not a magical world
And I'm not a fool like those other girls

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
There's no such thing

Stuck in confusion its all an illusion
The apple is poisoned the glass slipper never fits
So mirror, mirror you never deliver
The fairytales over and reality begins
Its not a magical world
And I'm not waiting around like those other girls

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing

Don't lift me up now
I got my feet on the ground
Cause I'm awake now
So all this dreaming has got to end

There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
As Mr. perfect
There's no such thing
As lucky stars
There's no such thing
As a happy ending
Cause all that brings is a broken heart
Now I'm tired of pretending
And I'm sick of this every time love goes right
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
There's no such thing
Oh there's no such thing
There's no, no such thing

stop trying to tell me that everything is going to be okay. it's not.
it'll never be okay anymore. not when everything is so messed up.

disclaimer: don't jump to conclusions when you read things. i'm just venting my frustration.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:09 PM