her royal highness.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

posting,posted.

i got it! NP's BMS!!! :D so super happy! the sms came at 7.21am...but i only read it at 10am plus? haha! gosh! i'm so super psyched to go back to school to LEARN :D yes...you might think i'm crazy. wow...thinking about the stuff i wanna do after april once i get into school...like for example...take up japanese and french. hopefully can take up both....if i have to decide between either i might have to kill myself :( and then i'll still be working part time at berrylite. like at least twice a week. hopefully. so at least every month can earn about $200?? haha! oh! and CCA!! ice-skating, or maybe NRA? lol...STILL DECIDING!!! wow...i can totally see myself dying from not being able to cope with everything. haha!

okay...time for bed! doing opening shift tomorrow till 7pm. and it's already 3am! argh! NIGHTS! :D

*edit* why are most acts 1 people going to SP or NYP?!?! :((((((

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:32 AM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

break.

so super glad it's my day off of work today. finally managed to get a little break today.

today's my grandma's 1st death anniversary. i think my heart finally died or something. i just feel numb from any sadness, hurt or pain...

i'm getting my pay tomorrow! of the day after. i have no idea. but still. i need the cash. so many things i wanna buy. let's list them...

#1: bag ( for school and other purposes)

#2: shoes ( sneakers and flats)

#3: rollerblades

and there are some more stuff that i want to buy but i can't think of at the moment. but these are my top few important things that i wanna buy :D

anyway...2010 JAE posting results are out tomorrow! so be sure to check back here again to see where i'm being posted to...hopefully it'll be NP's biomedical science!(:

alrighty then. night folks!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:34 PM

Monday, January 25, 2010

meteorshower.

alright! it's going to be 4am soon! and i'm still up :D haha! been searching for the MVs of the songs i've been hearing lately, from the OST of the latest drama i've been watching, let's watch meteor shower together!!! it's the china version of hana yori dango! but before you start telling me i'm cheena or start judging the show...i must first make my own comments of the show. i'm rather impressed actually, from the cute guys (H4) and the cute girl as well, meteor shower has one of the best casting as compared to the other HYD dramas. especially yu hao ming! super cute! but in the show itself...he looked like crap cause the producers made him have curly hair! which is gross!! i mean look at this...
EPIC FAIL #1:

the two pictures are of the same person. i kid you not. look at that! seriously! the producers have no sense of style -.-
actor: yu hao ming
character: duan mu lei

EPIC FAIL #2:

seriously...why is his hair so freaking long in the show?!?!
actor: zhang han
character: murong yunhai

seriously man...they turned the 2 male leads who are good looking in real life to like crap on the show. sighs...

and here's a picture of shangguan, ye shuo, yuxun, and murong yunduo (yunhai's sister), along with duan mu and yun hai of course:

good looking aren't they? :D

anyway...besides the cast, i thought the whole storyline of meteor shower is by far the most interesting HYD drama. because technically...the producers are going in the direction that meteor shower is an entirely new story, but there are some similarities here and there which links the it to the other HYD dramas. but i like the new plot better :D

and finally...the best thing about the entire show is the OST! great stuff! cause 8 out of the 9 tracks are sung by the 4 male leads, and the female lead. and they can sing! in my opinion that is. and good enough, their singing doesn't really have the china accent. haha!

here's a few of their songs...

让我为你唱首歌 (Let Me Sing A Song For You) - H4

星空物语 (Starlit Fairytale) - H4

一个人的浪漫 (One Person's Romance) - Yu Hao Ming

分身情人 (Spare Time Lovers) - Wei Chen

love this song! has a really deep meaning!

拾忆 (Retrieving Memories) - Zhang Han

想念的歌 (Song of Longing) - Zhu ZiXiao

爱的华尔兹 (Love's Waltz) - Zheng Shuang & Yu Hao Ming

我要的飞翔 (I Want To Fly) - Xu Fei (not an actor in the show)

yupps! that's all! :D most or actually ALL the songs are here. haha!

oh...and an additional song which is really cute! by wei chen(:

加油！你有ME！ (Jia You! You Have ME) - Wei Chen

and one last picture of all the main casts of previous HYD dramas!

alright! end of this really long post for today! time for bed! it's already 5.30am! opps! work tmr at 2pm(:

goodnight folks!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 3:51 AM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

dropdead.

this is the part where i just drop dead and die.
are you playing some weird retarded game with me?
goodnight folks.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:35 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

beyondexhausted.

why does everybody think i'm always sad/grumpy/grouchy/angry/whatever negative emotion you can think of. i'm not!! i'm just so bloody tired! argh!! i don't even have the energy to even put on a facade to please everyone. why can't anyone understand that i get tired easier compared to everyone else. and i'm SICK for crying out loud! and work is just depleting my energy. i already have to put on a smile when i work. why can't you just give me a break?!?!?!?!

the world is just spinning and spinning and i have the feeling that i'm going to faint at any moment. i'm having such a bad headache that i can't even sleep. and i'm so bloody tired which just makes it worse. and my runny nose won't go away no matter how much medicine i eat. and i've ran out of medicine except for the antibiotics. and i'm nowhere near getting better at all. screw this man. and i have to work tomorrow! i have to freaking get up at 8.30 in the morning and i won't be home till 12 midnight. everyday when i wake up it's like my energy level is at it's lowest. i'm like a freaking faulty battery that won't charge no matter what you do to it.

I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:42 PM

newstart.

okay. created my new blogskin in 4 hours. record time...but still too long. just sticking to a plain white with cream coloured background this time. nothing too fanciful or colourful for that matter. hope you don't go blind reading my blog :D haha!

anyway. it's WAY past bed time and i'm heading to bed now. haha! i'll surely turn out to be a zombie tomorrow! :( but...that would be my own fault. my throat is killing me right now!!! :( okay. it's a sure sign that i need sleep, or i'll never recover from my illness.

goodnight!(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 5:23 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010

unhealthyme.

i lost weight again...how insanely unhealthy is that??? gosh...okay i admit i haven't been eating lately for the past few days, cause i'm sick and have no appetite. but i lost 2 kg since my last doctor's visit which was barely 4 months back!!! :(( EAT!!! I NEEDA EAT! before i become a stick and no one can see me :( booooooooooooooooooooo

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:41 AM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

thetankengine.

wow...it's 6.30am and i'm still not sleeping. this is becoming a bad habit. but anyway...i'm going to sleep soon. church today was fun. for once i felt genuinely happy throughout the entire day. though i started getting sleepy by 9pm. i thought i was about to faint. felt so weak/ lack of sleep i guess...i need to start getting my bio-clock proper again. i'm messing it up big time.

alright. time for bed! goodnight world! or actually...GOOD MORNING :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 6:29 AM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

you'resuchasadexcuseforaperson.

seriously? some people just need to grow up. sighs...a bunch of immature kids who don't even know their basic manners, and how to even act in public.

spent my day perfecting my canon. still not even close. and then the guitar. fingers hurt like crazy but i can't even play the chords right. gosh...i really suck!!!

still trying to keep my new year resolutions. love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness and self control. the very important fruits of the spirit. then we have the musical things like practising my piano and guitar. because it will aid me in my spiritual life. then studies... to maintain a minimum GPA of 3.8, preferably to attain a 4.0 by the end of the first semester. sighs...i sort of wished i had just DPA-ed into NP BMS. i really wish i could study...instead of wasting my days away...

church tomorrow! excited! but i really wanna eat scrambled eggs for breakfast tomorrow. isaiah chia!!! please meet at rail mall tomorrow!!! PLEASE!!!! :(

i shall go watch a movie and drink milk cause i have no mood to sleep. sighs...

i wish you would stop running through my mind.

bye.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:44 AM

Friday, January 15, 2010

it'sdone.

i prayed in tongues, closed my eyes and hit the submit button just now. everything is in God's hand's now. everyone knows what course i want to go to so i won't bother typing it down already. been aiming for that course since last year? haha! yupps! so...i'll just trust God to lead me in the direction He wants me to go(:

i have 3 consecutive off days and i don't know why! hahaha! but still...I'M LOVING IT :D maybe tomorrow i'll go cycling in the morning or something. haha! i haven't been exercising for a really long time. i don't even recall the last time i went cycling. maybe i'll drop by on weijie as well...hmmm....haha! then i'm going to practise canon again. i almost got it already! but...STILL NEED TO PRACTISE HARDER!!!! haha! i'm getting the hang of the whole right and left hand thing. haha! it's really getting easier :D practice really makes perfect. i can't practise the guitar for now though...have to wait till my finger heals up first. skin peeled off. so now it really really hurts...

okay maybe going out for dinner with isaiah tomorrow! yay! but he has to book out of camp first. and it's not confirmed...as usual...so i'll have to wait and see.

i didn't eat dinner just now...so i'm starting to get hungry. haha! should have asked guixiang for a piece of bread just now when i was at parkway. haha!

oh oh! and i bought my guitar bag already! along with a guitar strap, and a purple wallet! haha! decided on purple though i know black suits me better. haha! but it's too late!!! lol...

i'm awaiting saturday! but i'm afraid i'll end up in tears again because of you...

okay. end of this dumb post. time to sleep. again(: yay! goodnight!!!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:00 AM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

barelyalive.

don't expect me to reveal my O level results or anything. seriously. after months of effort into preparing for it yet...sighs. i shall accept the fact that God granted me with good enough results to get into the course i want to go to.

was going to submit my JAE application yesterday. but i had a really horrible feeling about it. so i didn't. dumb right? i know. haha! but whatever. i'm hoping for a sign from God, leading me in the right direction, before i lose myself completely in the direction i'm going.

the past few days has been a rather busy one for me. results on monday, went out for lunch with andy, work on tuesday, then went to buy guitar strings with qi en. restrung my guitar at my house. lol...managed to tune it. sounds okay now. haha! then work today, then dinner with andy, trevor, qi en and gang. lol...

been practicing the piano and guitar the past few days. okay. more of the piano than guitar. been trying to perfect my canon. now i can play both hands separately, but not together. playing both hands together is tough for me, cause i learnt the keyboard, not the piano, which means i play chords, which are so much easier to play. haha! bringing my guitar to let abi tune it for me this saturday. but it sounds good to me now. lol...i need to buy a guitar bag by tomorrow so that i can bring my guitar to church on saturday. tomorrow's going to be yet another busy day. sighs...

i shall go and sleep now. my eyes are really hurting from wearing contacts the entire day. sighs...bed time! nights(:

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:34 AM

Monday, January 11, 2010

teardropsonmyguitar.

i'll ask the stars to sing you to sleep,
the moon to kiss you goodnight,
and God to bless you with sweet dreams tonight.

and i'll carry on faking my smile if it makes you happy. even if i hurt myself doing so.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:08 AM

Friday, January 01, 2010

memoriesofyou.

it's 2010.

but i still can't stop thinking about you.

i want everything to fade to black.

but the dreams just keep coming back.

you loved me then hurt me.

all the false pretense and make believe.

14th will be etched in my heart forever.

but it's time to cover,

any traces of it this new year.

i'll look for opportunities to create,

better memories of you.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 9:21 PM