her royal highness.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

annoyed.

disclaimer: dear readers, please come to this blog to read, without a pre-conceived notion that whatever i'm writing on this blog is about you, for you or in relation to you. anyone of you. unless i actually tell you it's you, or even mention your name. seriously? if i honestly wanted to write about you, i would write about you in the black book that's constantly in my bag. not on a public place like this. i don't have the time to sit down and come up with conspiracy theories to demean you. and neither does my world solely revolve around anyone in particular except God. so thank you very much for reading!

currently talking to clifford gege! :D haha! making me so happy! cause gege and i are sharing a lot of stuff! haha! very long time never talk to gege alr! haha! so happy now :D we've been talking for more than 2 hours. lol...

tmr going out with ivan gege. i think...he still haven't get back to me about tmr...irritating. -.- nvm...tmr i''m just gonna call him and spam him. hahaha!

everything i do now, everywhere i go, it just reminds me of you, you and only you. and it's irritating the hell out of me. after everything you did to me, i can still even miss you. i'm crazy. my favourite hobby, favourite sport, favourite piano piece, etc...everything has your name etched upon it. something i can't erase, cause it's literally engraved. even watching the winter olympics reminds me of you! i have to fill it up to cover the traces of it. but the scars are still visible, constantly reminding me of you. how i wish i'd done things differently. but it's too late. i've come to the point of no return. right now, we are two complete strangers. even stranger than stranger actually. the gap between us is immeasurable. and nothing can ever bring us close again.

i was playing canon that day and i just cried. seriously. i officially need to call for psychiatric help once again...

the one song that best describes my feelings now is

只为爱上你 (Only to Fall For You) - S.H.E.

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
就像爱看起来会那么少

一定是在等我们

一起勇敢寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里

分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节

都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

Yeh 爱上你有多幸运像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福一定要更加幸福
如果爱真的是那么的少我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面前
完成所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
就像爱看起来会那么少

一定是在等我们

一起勇敢寻找一起找到

if your chinese is that bad that you don't understand a single lick of it...then too bad. but don't underestimate the lyrics of any ole mandopop song. cause i feel that their lyrics contains by far more meaning than any english pop song mtv-styled.

now i'm just speechless.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:25 AM