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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

givingitarest.

sighs...i need to stop thinking so much again. my heart is still aching very badly. but now...all i can say is that i'll let God patch me up spotless, and lead me in the right direction. if He wants our friendship to be renewed, He will show me the way. if not, i'll quietly fade into the background. and out of your life forever. for now, i'll give it a rest.

everyone keeps telling me, and encouraging me throughout the past month. thank you. i really appreciate it. i know i'm the impatient kind, where i want to resolve things quickly in short periods of times. but...yeah i know...this is the time where "patience is a virtue" kicks in. haha! this situation has brought out the worst of me, but i can feel that it's through these kinds of situations where one's character undergoes moulding and reshaping to become more refined. and i'm glad that God has been there guiding me through everything. even though sometimes i turn a blind eye and a deaf ear to Him, He's still there no matter what. i want to be a role model, where i can set a really good example to others, not just in the things i do, but character wise as well.

got my laptop today! am currently blogging from it actually. i love it. though it looks very unappealing, but it has really high specs, and it performs very well. so i'm pleased with it. though i still did not get what i initially wanted, which was the berry purple sony vaio, i'm not too upset about it. i just need to stop looking at it and salivate over how pretty it is in that shade of purple. hahahahaha! currently installing my sims 3! hahaha! so so so so so ultra happy! :D

anyway, NPSU FOC next week! EXCITED!!! hahaha! really really can't wait :D then weeks later..LSCT FOC! then sch starts! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! HAPPY HAPPY!

so anyway...keep praying for me my dear brothers and sisters, and i'll keep praying too. that God will lead me through the end of the tunnel. and i'll come healed, and ready to continue on with life(:

can't wait for tmr and friday! it's gonna be a blast! cause i'm going out to have fun! :D especially on friday! since it's my outing with gege! it's been a long while since we went out! can't wait! and am super excited about it! hahahaha!

i'm going to do something very unexpected tomorrow. but God will lead the way i guess. i'm scared and nervous. but it'll be for the best i guess. i want to stop hurting people.

i shall continue with setting up my laptop. been doing it for the past few hours. my eyes are growing tired though. lol...

bye lovelies! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:36 PM