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Saturday, March 20, 2010

potato.

hello! i realise i've been blogging very often recently. but i'm blogging now cause i'm so super bored!!! man! i get bored really easy, and i get bored of things really fast too! like i got bored of playing sims 3 already! even though i've only played it for less than a week. how retarded is that??? :(

currently talking to darius on MSN. trying to ease off my boredom. maybe i'll go and practice jump then fall on my guitar. i'm trying to find the music sheet for that song for the piano! :( but i can't find like a FREE one. sighs...

anyways...steamboat at giana's house this saturday! yay! i can't wait!!! haha! excited and happy :D

church today was extremely fun! love hanging out with them to the max! it really makes my day! :D haha! watched the movie "faith like potatoes" during service. nice movie!! i love! spoke to me so so much! if only i can be like angus, having faith in God in every situation. even when we face difficult situations, like when his nephew got killed in an accident, and we feel that God isn't there, we still must have faith in Him. cause He will provide the peace we need, and carry us out of our situations, but in His own way and own time. i really want to have that faith that angus has. to have faith like potatoes! something that grows, but can't be seen. could you really trust and believe, and put all your faith into a God, that you can't see? yes, it maybe be difficult at times. but it's through encounters with God, that our faith grows, because we see and experience the miracles that God has done in our lives, which brings us back to what PD taught us in the FISH series. about how simon peter, andrew, john and james, dropped everything and left their fathers, to follow Jesus. not blindly doing it, but because of what they saw God do, and what they experienced.

God's doors are always wide open, waiting for us to enter. but he also gave us a choice. whether or not we choose to accept Him. sometimes, God will work in the lives of non-believers, to show them that He is a true living God, so that they may believe in Him. while in other situations, it is the non-believers who accept God in to their hearts through hearing the testimony of others, and when they themselves experience such blessings and miracles from God, that their faith increases. God works in so many different ways!

“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."

- matthew 7:13-14

this verse says a lot! because even as christians, some of us end up walking the broad road and entering into the wide gates. we always come up to a fork in the road whenever we face a difficult situation. then we have to make a decision. to take the easy way out of things, or to trust God and walk the narrow path. God never said that following Him would be easy. but He never said that following Him would be difficult either. it's all about our mindsets. how much we are really able to trust in God and let Him handle every situations.

for now, i'm just gonna trust God that He knows what's best for me. if He wants me to patch things up between us, so that we may become friends again, then i'll gladly accept that. but even if He doesn't want me to patch things up, i'll still continue to trust that He knows what's best.

okay! enough of the long post(: i'm going to bed soon! working tomorrow! from 12 to closing :( sighs...i'm really tired...

next week's schedule for me is exactly the same for me as this week's. sighs...i see another long week coming up! :( God! i need the strength! You strength!

gonna buy a take home pack for mu'en and ken next week(: hahahaha!

okay random! adios people! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

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