her royal highness.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

athousandmiles.

hello world! i'm alive. yes! i am!!!! LOL...sorry. i'm trying to keep myself awake. i need to pull an all-nighter till 5 or 6. yes. i know i'm crazy, but i know it'll happen too. hahahaha. it's just a matter of whether i will study or play. HAHAHAHA! but i really need to study of organic chem. sighs...i'm slowly killing myself from internally outwards. i'm just yawning and tearing like mad now. D:

anyway...had work today at PP. was late for work -.- then had the post FOC BBQ thing after that. i was semi awake by the time it was 8.30pm? seriously...I WAS DYING!!!!!!!!!! D: blood sugar level went to an all time low for the day. gosh. i was too high before that alr. and work just totally drained half of my energy. i wanted to spend my time during break sleeping! but i was too hungry alr. so bought a fish burger from mos burger for lunch. LOL...

anyway...the BBQ was fun but tiring cause i too high and keep chasing people. esp. the usually three people who like to bully me D: namely...irfan, jason and wenliang -.- tiring uhhh. chase after them. LOL...

then home sweet home after that. hahahaha!

crazy night tonight. hahahaha! my brain has ceased to function already. GREAT. i just feel like sleeping now. my head feels so heavy :( maybe i should. i'm falling sick again. -.- i'm like typing then sleeping then typing again. HAHAHA! epic fail man. -.- at least i've done my casegrader! i still need to do my biostats tutorial, biostats prac, cell bio logbook and cell bio tutorial 3A. plus all the biostats tutorials that i have not done. -.- OMG...

okay! i honestly think i'm dying D: seriously. i should just go to bed. been sleeping late everyday. it's finally taking a toll on my health. i'm extremely sleep deprived D:

sleepytime(: the 3 year old shouldn't even be awake now. LOL...GOONIGHT! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:04 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

L4D2.

got dragged to play L4D2 today. did i ever tell you that i hate L4D2? yeah i do. it's retarded. but ah wells. had fun playing cause of the company, and not cause of the game. i still think it's retarded. -.-

anyway. i totally crashed during cell bio lecture. like seriously. i haven't even studied what i missed. i haven't even done my project research for the cell bio project. OMG. seriously...what have i been doing for the past few days, the past few weeks?!?!?! i'm like wasting my time and life away. gosh...i lack motivation. like big time!!!! i feel like slapping myself now D:

anyway...i shall go to bed now. biostats in the morning tomorrow! i must not be late!!!!!!!!!!! if not i'll be murdered :X

goodnight! :D

i'll walk a thousand miles if i could just to see you, tonight.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:30 AM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

sweets!

yay! i'm a happy girl today! like so super happy! :D hahahaha! today was a great day! i shall begin from what happened after school!

went to iluma to eat yogurt with irfan again! hahahahaha! last monday we went, friday we also went. hahahaha! then we ate at subway! :D hahaha! sorry irfan! make you sit there and watch me eat. haha! then he sent me to the interchange to look for ken. hahaha! the bus ride as always...lol...war zone. hahahahaha! oh...and i saw kengrong again today!!! x)

then met ken at CCK interchange. he drove me to dempsey road to buy sweets at jones the grocer! haha! yay! love BFF to the max! belated birthday present from him! :D hahaha! bought sweet and nougat. :D initially he brought me there to buy lollipops. but they cleared stock cause they were all expired. LOL...so...no lollipops D: hahaha! then he drove me home and we sat in the car to talk for a while. another war zone during that time -.- hahahahahaha!

anyways...today i heard the most retarded, ridiculous and despicable thing ever. seriously. only you can come up with something like that. you and your oddball theories. -.- to think you called me childish. you're pathetic! utter low-life. seriously, affair??? what the heck? how does someone have an affair if the said person isn't even attached to anyone??? like what qi en said. you apparently failed your english O levels. well done man. you really outdid yourself already. well done. GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND STOP LIVING ON MINE TO BOOST YOUR OWN BLOODY EGO.

okay. enough of ranting about that person. had enough of him and his nonsense. gosh...coward! -.-

bye world! :D i'm currently enjoying my nougat :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:48 PM

Monday, May 17, 2010

thelastsong.

went to watch the last song ytd with irfan. i loved the movie, as in the storyline. but i did not like the actor. note, i said actor, not actors. had a great laugh with irfan throughout the entire movie. hahahaha! thanks for the talk last night!(:

waiting for class to start now...organic chemistry tutorial. crap man seriously. argh...i feel so stupid for not knowing how to do the tutorial questions. gosh. :(

anyway...i have so many things to do, but i have no idea why i'm not doing any of them. so easily distracted, so easily bored, can't even sit still for 10 mins. seriously man...i'm overly hyper active. :X not a good thing sometimes. ARGH!!!

anyway...i think i should get going now. hahaha. so that i can slowly make my way to class. hahaha!

bye world! :D

ps: stop being such a stalker face and get your own life?

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 1:43 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2010

lost.

everywhere i go now i see people that seriously give me the chills. gosh...everyone is telling me to be careful. now i don't even know who to trust. :X

i miss him! this is so irrational but i do D: gosh...it's been 3 months and 2 days. yet it feels like 6 months. sometimes i just stone and think about us. and then i remember how i screwed up and how i hurt you, and how i let her affect me so much. and how i didn't control all my emotions, and how everything went downwards spiraling after that tuesday night. :( seeing you on monday. another wave of emotions and thoughts. i thought i'd let go. but apparently not. :X

i'm tired but i can't sleep. why can't everything just come to a stand still so i can fix everything one by one.

my dear girl, what the heck are you doing to your own life????? you honestly deserve a slap from yourself. can you start walking with God and working on your spiritual life and stop slacking? can you please start studying and stop slacking. can you please grow up and stop making people worried about you all the time?? WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?????????

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:26 AM

Monday, May 10, 2010

thankssomuch.

so annoyed right now. went to iluma with irfan for yogurt. little did i expect to see him of all people over there. and i was LEAVING already when i saw him. like hello?!?!? couldn't you just stay up there for a little longer? like wadtheheck. it's like on purpose, cause i think i bumped into them on the way to the toilet, but i didn't notice. OMG. like wadtheheck man seriously. it's like as if everything was planned out or something. so much for missing him -.-

seeing him sort of just ruined my night alr. -.- i can live without seeing him for the rest of my life. gosh...and he still...ARGH!!!! aiyohhhhhhh...childish!!! -.-

anyways...i did my cell bio tutorial alr. gonna do my biostatistics tutorial next. but first i needa go bathe! so...bye! :D

oh...and my scholarship interview is tmr! :X AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nervous nervous! :X but...jiayous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chiong all the way!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 10:26 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2010

isitme?

somehow i feel like i'm the cause of all your hurts. everything you're going through.

is it me?

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 11:19 PM

restrictions

i hate the fact that i have to impose so many restrictions to myself, for my own safety. i hate them bloody restrictions. i hate it so so much!!!!!!!!!! i hate the fact that i can't do so many things, just because of my spine surgery. i hate how i can't do so many things that i want to do just because of it. i want to join magnum force, but i can't. i know if i join, i'll definitely be a flier. but i can't. i can't cause if i fall, i might hurt myself and kill myself because my spine might literally shatter. i hate the fact that i can't join inline skating cause i might kill myself too. and i can't even be a figure skater, because i might fall really badly and kill myself too. i hate this. i really hate this so so much. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so bloody ass useless at times cause i can't do so many things. so many bloody restrictions that i'm forced to place on myself. wadtheheck man!!!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 4:14 AM

Monday, May 03, 2010

epicfail.

seriously. i'm a total epic failure. doing casegrader is RETARDED! loss so many marks due to one careless mistake. and i kept putting the freaking date wrongly, so i ended up losing even more marks. WADTHEHECK MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so freaking pissed off right now. to think it's my birthday -.- OMG TO THE MAX!!!!

anyway...today was a retarded day. wanted to die during work. mad rush doing closing. ended up closing so late today. i thought we would be very early. i don't even know how we ended up being so late. sorry jolene for being so slow! :X

i'm so annoyed and pissed off right now, and my back is itching like crazy cause it's really stuffy in my room and i'm sweating like mad. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! annoying crap. :X

going to MFM @ iluma to celebrate my birthday tmr! :D then going to cheeky for dessert. meeting the folks at bugis after school.

and i feel like killing myself because of you. seriously. i don't even dare talk to you anymore. so forgive me if i start ignoring you

i should go to bed now, before i drop dead and die. but first...i needa prepare for the biostats presentation tomorrow. goodnight people! i feel like a total wreck right now. :(

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 2:43 AM