what happened last night was that i was just upset. it's okay if you didn't agree you know. but you didn't have to be so mean and be a bitch about the whole thing by rubbing it in and being so bloody sarcastic. i heard you the last time okay. i'm not exactly deaf. i walked out cause i didn't want to ruin the mood afterwards for you guys. you have no idea how much i cried okay. you have no freaking idea. i just sat at the bloody bus stop and cried. i didn't even stop crying the whole night and this morning. i wasn't even angry at you. i was just so hurt and upset that you could actually say such hurtful words to me. then i wake up and receive more insults and hurt from the rest. thanks so much guys. thanks a lot. i know how much you guys love me. so nice of everyone yeah?

tomorrow is study date! will be out with irfan the whole day! can't wait. no idea where we're going to study though. maybe berrylite. lol...

i'm walking out. i'm sure everyone will be so super glad. yay right?!?!?! i know you guys won't miss me one bit. cause i sure won't. i'm dead weight anyway. i don't matter to you people. you can walk over and trample over me anytime. i'm just a piece of doormat for you guys anyway. so it doesn't matter anyway.

dance time. literally. :X i'm tired and dying already. i think it's the crying. ah wells. doesn't matter anyway.