her royal highness.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

strangers.

funny how i can be so surrounded by people, yet i feel unwelcome.
funny how i can be so surrounded by people, yet i feel invisible.
funny how i can be so surrounded by people, yet i feel alone.
isn't it funny how people may act like they love you or care for you, but in actually fact in their hearts your one of their worst enemies?

you don't have to tell me you hate me for me to know that you do. it's written all over your face, and shown through your actions. so much for being a family. so much for standing by each other through all the ups and downs. so much for being all in this together. if all of you are going to be like this, i rather walk out right now, then suffer for the next few years of my life.

news flash, i'd rather not have a single friend, than to have a bunch of hypocritical ones.

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 12:48 PM

Monday, September 27, 2010

OAC!

hello! haven't been updating for a very long while...due to laziness. HAHAHA! just camp back from OAC yesterday. had a blast there at kota tinggi. friendly instructors, crazy batch mates, crazier SGLS, and the craziest AGLs. hahahahaha! starting to miss OAC already. minus the cold showers and hard concrete bed. but the fun i had is incomparable to all the other bad stuff. hahaha! the best part of the whole camp was definitely the waterfall "exhibition" as qiu dong described it. haha! i love rock climbing so it was definitely a very good experience. haha! even though i was fearing for my life half the time. hahahahahaha! campfire night was the second best, where we crowned our dum king and queen. and most of all...KIBA's performance!!!! man it was good! hahaha! so proud of kiba! all of us worked hard together throughout the whole camp, especially during the expedition to the waterfall. helping one another. such strong bonds wouldn't have formed if we didn't work hard together. but we really come through! YAY! :D hahahahahaha!

anyway...on a side note. i was quite disappointed at certain things that happen. it really showed me another side of people that i didn't really want to see. honestly thought better of them. sighs...it just shows how selfless we can be when there's a need to be.

anyway...i can't wait to go out with darling!!!! he's currently having MDC attachment at NUH this whole week, so i have lesser time to spend with him this week. ohh wells. counting down till the time i can see him later after his attachment(: hehheh.

i'm bored right now. LIKE SUPER. so i'm playing maple. hahaha! so lonely. D: i shall go eat breakfast now. can't believe i woke up at 5am this morning. HAHAHAHA! i slept at 6 last evening. didn't expect to sleep through the night. only wanted to take a nap. hahaha! okay...time for breakfast! bye! :D

darling said the song just the way you are reminds him of me! LOL...and they played the song during campfire night :D <3

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 9:52 AM