her highness.
3.5.93; seventeen'10
fairsian; fmps&fmss
1E'00; 2C'01; 3G'02; 4G'03; 5F'04; 6F'05; 1E'06; 2E'07; 3E'08; 4E'09
media-en; programmer&webpager
NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
1M05'10; BLT22
berrylitee!
COSBT
youthIMPACT; actsONE
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥

fantasy-made-reality!

strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.


her loves.
GOD
alan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!


her wishes.
sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]
PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
being nikki; meg cabot
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
farenheit's 3rd album. :D


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Tuesday, July 05, 2011

inmisery.

my most epic fall in over a decade. yet there was no one to catch me before i hurt myself. no one to comfort me when i was hurt, and no one to care for me after all that has happened. so amazing that i got offered help from totally random strangers who not only helped me to cross the road, but also hail a cab for me. but yet my own teammates couldn't bother to offer any words of comfort or help, and just looked at me and walk past me like i'm a zoo exhibit. i know everyone thinks that i deserve this. are you all happy now?

my knee hurts like a funfair only now. i have no idea how serious it is, but i do know that i'll be lagging behind everyone now with this injury.

i wonder what i did to ever make you hate me so much.
i wonder what i ever did to make you not care.
in times of need, i'm your friend.
but at times like this, not a single soul is there.
if physical pain hurts so much at this point,
what more can i say of my emotional hurt?

i feel bitter about what happened. but i know the devil is just trying to make me give up on something i love. and to try to make me hate on them, when i'm trying my best to love each and everyone on the team. to look past all the negativity, and see into their hearts. i need God's lenses, and His love. God, forgive me for i have sinned and wronged my neighbours. give me the love, wisdom, and strength that i need to overcome this. in You i place everything. Amen!

mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

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