her highness.
3.5.93; seventeen'10NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
COSBT
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥
strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.♥
her loves.
GODalan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!
her wishes.
sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
her talk.
her loyal subjects.
abi-joy low.celeste lim.
dai jun hong.
isaiah chia.
loh junyi.
actsONE; actsPLOSIVES
abi-joy low.darius chng.
doreen neo.
esther lyn.
sarah chin.
trevor lee.
watt weihao.
her memories.
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Monday, November 14, 2011
teardownthewall.
i was actually high on love today. for the first time. not on sugar, caffeine or adrenaline. okay, maybe a bit of all three, but it was definitely the love that i had for my family that made me high today.
to be able to love you since i was little till now, it's even harder to achieve. i don't know the kind of love that i have for you, but i know my love is forbidden. to never be able to say those three words to you kind of kills me inside a little, but seeing you happy is what matters. is it not?
to find love that is reciprocated in it's truest form. the easiest to find, yet the hardest as well. accepting it is easy, rejecting it is even easier. love in the flesh, but yet not truly exist in that form. to be able to love You is my privilege. for You to love me, it's my greatest gift of all.
i need to find back that love. i hope You'll still want me, even though i know You will accept me even in my most broken form.
i'm sorry for all the lies and broken promises. i'm sorry i gave up. but it was the easiest way out. send someone to lead me back. cause i'm lost with no hope of bringing myself back.
for now, i'm climbing into bed and crying myself to sleep again. it's become a ritual. a bedtime story, a hug and a cry. to feel the sense of loneliness that overrides all. to feel so loveless, and so hopeless.
that feeling of happiness during that one dream that will never come true. to be able to feel it again would be a miracle that only you can provide.
stop dreaming girl.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world. ♥ 1:32 AM