her highness.
3.5.93; seventeen'10NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
COSBT
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥
strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.♥
her loves.
GODalan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!
her wishes.
sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
her talk.
her loyal subjects.
abi-joy low.celeste lim.
dai jun hong.
isaiah chia.
loh junyi.
actsONE; actsPLOSIVES
abi-joy low.darius chng.
doreen neo.
esther lyn.
sarah chin.
trevor lee.
watt weihao.
her memories.
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Sunday, June 03, 2012
reminders.
I used to think of just that one, the first for everything. How naive and stupid of me now that I see it. I learnt so much from just the first. And all I can think now of it was the bad memories. There wasn't even any good memories that I remember. Sure there was that few, but what's there to learn from good memories? They're shoved at the back of my mind now. You learn from the worst, and sometimes I'm thankful that I made the worst mistake in my first, so I learn not to make them again in my next and hopefully my last. But I won't be so naive again. I maybe be 3, but you bet I'm way more mature than that. And people will testify for it. Just cause I don't show you my other side does not mean you can actually take advantage of it. Be warned really. And I have warned you.
To the people who think I'm gone forever. Yes, I'm leaving. But just you. Not anything else. Sometimes I honest feel that you guys are the people who make me more miserable than that one guy. You talk about family, but the differential treatment, the biasness. You make me feel sick with your hypocrisy. You keep telling me I don't try hard enough. News flash, I've been trying for 4 years. I'm sick of trying. And when I do actually try, I get shot in the foot and in the heart. That you actually call me an AS. Well, whatever makes you happy really. Whatever makes you feel good about yourself for not trying as hard as I did.
I don't regret any of the things that I did. I just regret those things that I had to go through which were out of my control. I learn from everything. Maybe I get bitten twice, but I learn still.
I like that I'm self-sufficient. I know that I am. I run 2 shops, I try my hardest. I may quit sometimes, but at least I had the guts to try out. I lead my life the way I know I'm supposed to. I walk in His Light, I may fall out of that light too, but I always go back, and I'll continue on that straight path.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3
my fantasy world. ♥ 12:23 AM