3.5.93; seventeen'10
fairsian; fmps&fmss
1E'00; 2C'01; 3G'02; 4G'03; 5F'04; 6F'05; 1E'06; 2E'07; 3E'08; 4E'09
media-en; programmer&webpager
NP-ian; biomedical laboratory technology
1M05'10; BLT22
berrylitee!
COSBT
youthIMPACT; actsONE
impactLIFE; newLIFE
lollipop princess!
eternal maknae! ♥



strange addiction.
we're members of GOD's family,
we're children of the KING;
because we've put our faith in CHRIST,
to us HE'll always cling.♥

GOD
alan; alex; ariel; jalq; gene; violet; ian; winnie
purple
family
besties
cell
fahrenheit!
wuzun!
super junior!
ryeowook! sungmin! donghae!
blueberry tea!
lollipop!
froyo!
ice-skating!
puzzles!

sony vaio cs 36GJ! [berry purple]
PSP! [purple/black]
handphone [htc touch pro 2]
iPod nano gen 4 [purple]
puzzles!
being nikki; meg cabot
run away; meg cabot
twilight saga box set
farenheit's 2nd album. :D
farenheit's 3rd album. :D

abi-joy low.
celeste lim.
dai jun hong.
isaiah chia.
loh junyi.

abi-joy low.
darius chng.
doreen neo.
esther lyn.
sarah chin.
trevor lee.
watt weihao.

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2014.

It's kind of hard to just wake up and get over everything in the past 20 years of your life and say that you want a fresh start and a clean slate. But regardless, that's kinda what I really wanna do. To be able to get rid of all the hurt, anger, and regrets. To say sorry to the people you disappointed, forgotten and left behind.

My Goal for 2014 is not to earn more money to get out of this place. Or at least it shouldn't be. I need to prioritize more in my life and not focus solely on work, because that drains the life out of me.

I used to enjoy work. Meeting new people, being successful, getting an income. But everything just becomes meaningless after awhile. When you have not life outside of work, no friends and even no more family.

It was stupid of me all these years to push away people and friends who i thought didn't really care about me. 21 this year and I still feel like I'm that self-centered little brat with the horrible temper who just can't seem to grow up. No matter how much people berate me or I myself, I just can't seem to change. Blaming my circumstances for what I've become. But no, this year, this is something that I want to overcome.

I miss having friends and chatting all hours on the phone with them. But I'm afraid that I've always been the clingy sort. And never one for changes, I always wished my friendship and relationship with people to never change. Which is stupid and childish of me.

This year, I want to be independent, strong, brave and special. To love life, cherish life and to live life without wasting a single moment on being negative, unforgiving and unloving towards people that have hurt me.
mabTHONG.
lollipop princess! <3

my fantasy world. ♥ 3:10 AM